Sometimes she gets the urge to keep on travelling,
to keep on moving,
to keep on searching
But in fact, it’s only because outdated attachments had become her safety
And broken promises had become a guarantee
Not that it felt good – but tension showed up like a past lover she could rely on
She wasn’t sure what existed outside of this tension that she has known for so long – it was there on a cold, lonely night. It kept her doubts warm.
But lately, she doesn’t show up anymore
The tension is lonely
Her fantasies crave a home
Because one day she realised that she didn’t need them anymore
Reality became her magic
Her dreams were showing up in broad day light
Finally, she had been found by what she was seeking…
And she too had found
– she found that it was only ever a matter of mindset that separated her from what she desires.